Thankful for my son,
my heart that still loves even tho it’s really bloody scared,
My breath in my lungs,
My lessons learned
The song in my heart,
And the chance to do it all over again tomorrow.
See? Nothing profound, just truth.
Feeling that you’re not ready for this? That even tho you’ve technically been single for four years but have a four month old, that it’s all too early to date.. I don’t want to waste anyone’s time, but I have to get out there eventually.. Is it wrong to meet up with someone purely so you can get used to meeting up with someone even tho you know you’re not remotely attracted to them?
I’m wasting his time aren’t I..
If I haven’t already told you… I’m a single mother. Seeing as I don’t want to be single forever, sooner or later I have to date. Is it just me, or does it always seem too early to date? Too raw perhaps? Let me also add that ‘technically’ (it’s complicated), I have been single for the past four years!
Like I said… “complicated”.